Sunday, April 26, 2009

My Optimism...

..Is
Slowing
Beginning
To
Fade...
.
.
Every night when I go to bed in pain
.
Every morning when I can't pick my chunky little man up out of his bed
.
Every day that I miss something...like Henry's first field trip
.
Every hour that I wonder if I will feel normal tomorrow...next week...next month
.
Every minute that I don't feel good
.
Every second that I think this could last forever
.
.
My
optimism
is
still
here...
.
It's just not as bright as it used to be
at

16 comments:

  1. He & Me + 3April 27, 2009 at 12:11 AM

    Aw Kelli, I am so sorry that you are having so much pain. Praying for you now to have a peaceful nights sleep pain free when you wake up.

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  2. Heidi BoosApril 27, 2009 at 1:02 AM

    Kelli, I am continuing to pray for you!! I am so sorry to hear that you are in so much pain.

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  3. AngApril 27, 2009 at 7:06 AM

    Praying for you!!

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  4. Jennifer W.April 27, 2009 at 9:00 AM

    I'm so sorry. Please let me know if there is anything I can do to help you out. If Henry needs a ride to/from preschool just let me know. We will keep praying, for your pain...and your optimism.
    Jen

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  5. ElizabethApril 27, 2009 at 10:48 AM

    Praying for you friend.

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  6. AnonymousApril 27, 2009 at 11:25 AM

    I am thinking of you....try to keep that optimism, but I know it's hard when you aren't feeling well!

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  7. ShastaApril 27, 2009 at 12:34 PM

    Aw Kelli, I am so, so sorry! I imagine those things are so hard. I pray that you are feeling like your old self, very soon.

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  8. AnonymousApril 27, 2009 at 2:29 PM

    I am so sorry that you are in so much pain. If I can do anything let me know. I am going to cook again this week and bring some meals over for you to put in the freezer.

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  9. TinaApril 27, 2009 at 2:50 PM

    I'm so sorry you're still not feeling well and are in so much pain. You remain in my prayers and I hope you're feeling better very soon.

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  10. TracyApril 27, 2009 at 5:17 PM

    I know there are no words that I can say to make you feel better (but if there were, I would say the over and over). But know that you are in my thoughts and prayers constantly.

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  11. EmilyApril 27, 2009 at 7:15 PM

    Kelli, so sorry you are still in so much pain. I can't even imagine how difficult this is. I'm praying for you and hope you improve soon.

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  12. AnonymousApril 27, 2009 at 7:53 PM

    I am continually praying for you. With so many of us praying for you, I know here soon our prayers will be answered.

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  13. godfreyApril 27, 2009 at 8:48 PM

    praying that these times will past quickly. you are well loved!

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  14. More Than WordsApril 28, 2009 at 10:51 AM

    Praying for you, Kelli!!!!!

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  15. ShadowKazuniApril 29, 2009 at 3:54 AM

    Thinking of you and praying that you feel better today.

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  16. Tabitha BlueMay 2, 2009 at 8:56 PM

    Oh, Kelli, so sorry. Praying for you! :)

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